sample sale soon!

good morning friends & wishing each of you a great weekend.

i just wanted to send out a super short update. i hope to list close to 50 of my Noonday Collection samples soon. ideally early next week, with monday being my goal!

for 2016 i decided to take a little holiday from hosting trunk shows, with the wedding & my photography business keeping me mighty busy. therefore some of these samples are no longer available online, some were never worn & some will show a natural patina that develops over time. price listed will not include the $6 shipping which will be added with your invoice.

as in the past, if you will please comment SOLD & make sure your email address is correct. i will send a PayPal invoice. if payment is not made within 24 hours, the next person “in line” will be sent an invoice. so all that bossiness to say, please be prepared to finalize your invoice within the requested amount of time. sample pieces will be final sale as well.

thank you so much & see you hopefully early next week!

 

January 21, 2017 - 6:51 pm

Peggy - Wow if I had been thinking clearly when you mentioned this earlier I should have coordinated with you about selling my sampler pieces. They are just sitting in a case in the corner of the guest room gathering dust. Twice now they’ve been rescued from the donate pile. Ha ha! I know, right?

hello 2017, from a tender, but expectant heart

we were hunkering down in our cozy jammies & new christmas blankets, watching the local forecast-the one promising 1-4 inches of, rarely-seen-in-georgia, snow that was gonna head our way as we slept. i was doing my usual peek at instagram and wanted to look back at a few posts i had recently put up from a newborn session. i noticed one was missing. that’s strange? the more i looked, the more i discovered were gone as well. i post frequently, usually a couple per day, so trying to recall what & when i posted was baffling to me. i sat down and tried to think back & i began to remember….a long post about madison’s lyme disease & treatment…& god’s faithfulness to her during this time, a long post about savannah’s surprise engagement last year, a post about god’s presence, subtly yet powerfully seen after a neighbor’s home burned to the ground, a cute post about duke, a favorite image of my two oldest daughters exchanging a gift on christmas morning, a picture of emi dressed up for christmas even when she was four, a cute post about dan & trevor, watercolor art gifted from a sweet reader..several of my home at christmas. dozens & dozens of them missing. random ones,  out of order-& yes there are still a gazillion posts on my account, but dozens are gone.

gone.

i almost always duo-link to Facebook so i thought…yes!! yes…i’ll go to Facebook and copy and paste my words….my thoughts…from those posts & put them back into a document. surely they’re there.

gone.

the entire instagram album of images on my Facebook account, with the exception of a few random from december, gone. as if they never existed. i have over 3 thousand instagram posts. while i’ve never paid attention to the actual number of them in that album, i knew good & well many, hundreds actually, should be there.

gone.

tears began to drop onto my keyboard as i typed in a new password on my account. tears dropped onto my phone as i deleted my insta account & reloaded it. it’s not a big deal paige. it’s not. some of them are there. it’s just images…and words…and thoughts…they’re all still in your head…they’re not gone forever. get a grip. this is not a big deal. right?

like many bloggers, i’ve sorta used instagram as my micro-blog on occasion. while it’s frowned upon by the younger generations, i figure what the heck,i got things to say. but still. finding out that dozens of ( to me anyways) profound, sentimental posts were gone left me heartbroken.

i’m an external processor. i’m an open book. heck, i’m probably a little too much for most people. but all that to say, i think out loud. often times i even pray out loud. something about actually hearing my thoughts helps give me clarity. i’d much rather bounce thoughts off a girlfriend or one of my daughters than mull over things in quiet & solitude. & while this may be a stretch, it’s community in it’s finest form to me…the art of hearing & sharing our stories. it always has been.

being an external processor means that when things are going on that need to stay private, for various reasons, i can feel isolated and alone…and vulnerable. usually those things only stay private for a short period but it can feel like an eternity in the midst. it’s in those times, usually ever so gently, i feel the lord nudge me and say…

“it’s you & ME on this one.

just us.

come to ME with your burdens,

lay ’em down at MY feet, unload your heart & your fears,

I AM

big enough to carry it all…

all of it.

it’s just you & ME,

I got you covered.

under MY wing of protection,

close to ME,

I have you covered”

there are some heavy things going on with some of my people. medical tests, doctors appointments, scary words being tossed around as possible diagnoses. it’s a lot. it really is.

i’m processing the fact that two of my favorite people in the world are far away from me. there’s no “hey wanna meet for pizza”…there’s not even a date set & a ticket purchased for the next visit. & that’s a tender reality of my everyday. some of my dearest friends are walking through new chapters in their lives…chapters that include newly diagnosed cancer and alzheimers and depression. one of my mentors now tucks her hubby of 50 years in at night at a memory loss home….it breaks my heart. i’m 50 now and there’s seemingly a lot more tender things out there at this age. and while some of that is private, some of that is just not what people wanna hear all the time, because….boo hiss on being a debbie downer. but real life isn’t always fun new shoes (darn it) and great new kale salad recipes. sometimes it’s heartbreaking & it’s feeling alone. sometimes it’s having friends clinking champs glasses together, together in it with you…and sometimes it’s just in the quiet with HIM.

we woke this morning to not a single snow flake outside our windows. not a one. even our street is bone dry & not covered in ice. which is both a disappointment and a relief, right? i woke this morning to not a single restored missing instagram image.  they may come back up one day and they may not. special memories & thoughts of mine, virtual diary journals if you will, gone.  it could be a fluke -it could be a mean person that hacked into my account. who knows? i’m not done researching the situation by the way.  i woke up thinking of the friends & family that i know that are in the waiting, in the new, in the fragile. & whether we share our hearts with each other or whether the longings of our heart fill the pages of journals none will ever read… i pray that HE becomes more real to us than our breath on a frosted window, more real to us than the pen in our hands as we write our hearts desires, more real to us in 2017 than ever before.

happy new year my friends…i’m maybe a little tender & bittersweet today but ever expectant & hopeful for 2017!!

{images of my madison from our winter trip to seaside last year}

January 8, 2017 - 12:27 am

Cathy Penton - Beautifully written as always my friend. So beyond wish you lived closer as I think you and I are going through some very similar things and we are nearly twins {66 girls are the best} xx Love to you sweet one xx

January 8, 2017 - 1:20 pm

Jane Carver - Paige, Thank you for sharing. I appreciate your honesty and now I know what I am; an “external processor.” Good reminder that sometimes the Lord says it’s just between the two of us…

I feel your pain on lost images and hope they show up! Several years ago my husband spent months rewriting his fiction book and when his company upgraded his computer everything vanished. SO painful.
Wishing you a Happy 2017 and visits with you girls!

January 8, 2017 - 1:23 pm

Paige - oh gosh, i can’t imagine loosing writings from a book…gosh. so painful i’m sure. thank you for your sweet comment xo

January 8, 2017 - 4:53 pm

Pat - Hi Paige, I don’t comment very often but this post especially touched my heart. There are many things going on in my world too as well as dear friends and family. I so appreciate your words and yes, He is always available for us and guides us even when we don’t realize it.

I’m so very sorry about the lost posts & images. I hope it’s an internet issue and not a hacker. Hopefully, all or part will surface again!

xo
Pat

January 8, 2017 - 10:13 pm

Donna - So sorry to hear about this. You always have the most wonderful pictures and words . I recently had my Facebook and Twitter hacked. I don’t share wonderful writings like you and my picture are not expert photography by any means . Just snapshots from my phone. What’s wrong with people? Again so sorry to hear someone did that to you.

January 8, 2017 - 10:49 pm

Heidi Ferguson - I feel sooooo bad for you Paige! It’s really hard for those that don’t appreciate photography (not a character flaw BTW) to appreciate how devistating it can be. I too consider Instagram a dairy of daily life of sorts. Your thoughts, your inner thoughts written out were on there. It a way to connect, to share to provide an outlet (yes, just saying it can bring relief). I vow to pray for this person that hacked your account (if it’s so). That they will be convicted in a way they’ve never been and restore your photos. God wants us to be specific and to bring our cares to him and this truly dissapointing event in your life is one that hurts me if it hurts you. 🙏🏻 ***Im sure that everyone has offered advice…but do you have Carbonite on your desktop? Maybe they have a backup of your IG since it can be on your desktop too??

January 9, 2017 - 9:18 am

Paige - thank you sweet friend for those tender words. i do have carbonite…i’ll check that!

January 9, 2017 - 5:58 pm

Rebecca - I know this is a heartbreaking loss for you, Paige. You’re so creative, and so open, and your writing is sweet and meaningful. I just can’t imagine how disappointed you feel….. do you think someone hacked your account? Or do you think it was something happening with insta? I do think something weird was going on with insta on Friday night and Saturday because my FB link would not work on insta. I could not post to FB from insta, although by Sunday, it was working just fine. God is good, and he will restore…I know it…in one way or another.

I’ve never heard of carbonite. I may need to check it out.

January 18, 2017 - 7:49 am

Lynne - Dearest Paige, You are an amazing woman, and have endured so much. I am quite certain your transparency has helped and consoled many.

Living the empty nest years is not easy. Each time I hug our son, and now his fiance at the airport, I tell them . . . “I am already thinking about the next hello”.

Sending hugs from the PNW of America!

~Lynne